Some adjustments

After the senior year experience, I'm not quite used to having nothing to do anymore. Having no deadlines, no anything, is quite a weird feeling. Usually, 10PM signals the beginning of my having to take work seriously. And now, now, there's nothing good on TV and I'm so bored!

Adjustment is always a difficult thing for me. Change is not a fun thing to go through. It involves so many things. And yes, my mom is right, I am still in denial. The pressure to support myself after grad is quite intense. As I told her one time, I don't think I can afford myself--that is, living the lifestyle I'm living now. It's not exactly high maintenance, but I don't know how much of it I can maintain. =)

Well, I'm gonna end this here and continue my interesting YM conversations. I just had to drop a few lines.