on a more random note...

I miss writing random entries. You know, those that have no central topic. Just me and my blabbers. Sigh, good times. I feel like my brain has turned into soup these past few months that I've been locked up at home. I realized this in a job exam I had to take last week. Being unemployed can sure get boring! The upside is that I have had all the time in the world to chat with people I haven't spoken to in forever. Now, I'm fully updated and can no longer find anything to talk about with them. Just kidding. There's always something (like, I ask them what they're doing every 5 minutes, right Anna? Haha).

It's amazing though that despite my boredom from boredom (that is, I'm getting bored from being bored), I'm finding it quite difficult to finish up my room. It does get frustrating to see it in its current state, but I'm just too... *bleh* to do anything about it. How's that for skewed?

In a way, I'm quite jealous of the people who have already found work. They're out there exploring the "real world". And though they're probably realizing that it ain't so great, at least they're out there. I know they'd trade places with me anytime doing couch commando, but still... I'm so restless! My brain needs some activity.

So, I heard that it rained ice in some parts of metro manila today. It's too bad I wasn't able to see that. The umbrella-less were probably upset about that, but witnessing it would have been fun! It hasn't rained ice here since the early '90s, and I only vaguely remember that when it happened. Mostly, I heard about it from older figures, like my mom, my yaya, the neighbors, you know.

Aww. Growing up sucks. Hahaha.

I guess the end-of-May syndrome is starting to hit me, only in a different kind of way. For the past how-many-years, it always spelled the nearness of going back to school. It's sort of the "two weeks notice". The time to say "we've had good times, but it's about to end" to the remaining days. It's like the last few days to savor before going to war. Well, except it's not that bad. So, now, I have no legitimate reason to have the end-of-May syndrome. But the idea of June is always associated with going back to mental activity. So, I guess that's why I'm craving for it.

Right. So the reason I blogged, other than from sheer boredom, is that my thoughts haven't been sorted out lately (plus I have been bloghopping and got jealous. hahaha). And it's not like these thoughts you're reading out here are fantastic, but it's just nice to be able to write them down anyway. There are times when I have really blog-worthy things to write about, but whenever I'm actually in front of the computer, zilch. I just get lazy. Or forget about whatever it was I was gonna write about. The original thought is just much more compelling.

So I can come up with a gazillion more blabbers to put in here but I choose not to do that. I will not waste any more of your (or my) time. Amazing how one can write so much without saying anything at all. Well, I said a bit, right? Haha.

I wanna extend my gratitude (naks how formal) to my friends Anna and Martin. They help combat my boredom by having random conversations with me. =) Great fun.